My Mother is doing worse

Was hoping to do some art in my journal....doing a lot of drawing, but not much time for all the rest of it. My Mom took a turn for the worst and was in the hospital....she has prepared me for when she passes...I know everything I need to take care of. Living with her and being her caregiver is very difficult and demanding, but I would never think of not doing it. Sometimes I feel so alone, but I look at her and how she is suffering and trying to stay alive and she is such an inspiration to me! My life is going through all sorts of changes...and I will be much better for them.